- 聽到 Kenny G, 聞歌大叫...

- LB>雞尾>太 陽!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (叫聲 wor)

- 放工返家已黃昏, 小朋友們好似玩(多句)哂(口甘)... 靜英英... 好似miss左d野... (囉尼賤 )

- 洗籠其實係小朋友身體checking一部份...


- 師兄, 我應該放塊鏡比他們嗎?


 

That's it.

I feel good now.

I hate all the medicine, and all the diseases (flu, cold, bla bla bla...)

I miss my students,

and I have to finish my markings,

and compsing a listening paper.



I am so ready to get back to my life.

理想不可當飯吃

但是

如果理想也被現實幹掉

做人便失去方向



(只是忽然有感而發)

Wednesdays are always busy as I have only two free lessons.

Today, again, I was really harsh to a little P2 girl whose IQ ok but for sure she's a very slow learner. One thing that she really made me mad - I told her that if she couldn't concentrate and remember some words (just in 1 sentence), I would call her mum and she couldn't leave the school until 8pm. She said, "Yea, ok, let my mum worry." Of course I really phoned her mum.  After this, she cried for awhile; HOWEVER, she seemed not care about it.

When I have to face such kind of kids, somehow, I know, on the one hand that I've got to be patient; on the other hand, I must accept that's life.

I'd say today is the last day of my Easter holidays since I'll work on the school things this weekend. Hm, I am still grateful that I have my job which I like that much and provides me a comfortable living. Somehow, it is difficult to have a job that we'd feel good to. Thanks Lord for this.

I have 4 more days and my Easter holidays end. I had a great time indeed. We saw movies, went to Disneyland, ate a lot of good food, played a lot, and watched the drama "Peter Rabbit" on my birthday.

I'm now a 34-year-old man. I'm glad I am.

One more thing, this Ching-ming, I didn't went to see mum. As I said, she's in heaven but not living in the grave. Mom, I still miss you a lot.

I'll enjoy the rest of my holidays as much as I can.

Tomorrow is my birthday.

It was my mom's habit that she would give us a red-packet when it's our birthdays.

This birthday reminds me about that.



I have decided not to visit my mom in this Ching-ming Festival.

I don't want any bad emotions aroused.

And I believe that she's already in heaven living happily.

And most importantly,

she's in my heart, always.

Accidentally I opened a file in my PC and there are lots of old photos of mine. Once I was so thin and handsome*. Anyway, I could really feel the atmosphere of the moments in the photos. Afterall, I dare not use my photo as the profile photo but I decided to use Momo's.

I have to really lose some weight. I know I can.





*Just what I think. :)

Everything is just as usual, which is a good sign indeed.

I've got a bad flu which has been with me for weeks. I cough and cough. And yesterday I was just so sure that I could not bear it anymore.  I went to see my doctor and took the medicine for 4 days. And I asked him to give me some strong ones. Since then, I'm so sleepy but I do not cough as much as before.

The weather report says that it'll be cooler at the end of the coming week, 15c or something. Well, I'll try to enjoy the cool weather as I know it may be the last one.

I work as usual.


I eat as usual.

I walk as usual.

I sleep as usual.

Then, after a period of time, when all my effort is accumulated,

I pull my dreams closer and closer.

If we see usual days like this,

we may suddenly find out that usual days are good days.





Afterall,

I know I'm not the one

who likes always being on stage,

in the spotlight,

included in any gossip.





What's in my mind now?

"When can I fly to some other places again?"





The snow in my heart is still there and hasn't melted yet.

I decided to change my hair style and I had my curly hair since last Saturday. Indeed, right after the hair was done, I didn't quite accept it but right now, I'm glad that I have it! Maybe it's normal that for the first or second day the hair might look dull. But with times now the shape becomes more natural. Most of my friends and colleagues (except one) agree that this hair style suits me and I should keep it. Yay! I think I'll keep it.

It's always good to know that you can do something which would cheer yourself up. It's good that people like what I've done. But, indeed, even if they don't, who cares?

This is the first post in 2010. Happy New Year to you, and me.

Hm, I didn't really make a fine conclusion about 2009 but I thought it's ok because right now it's not really a big deal anymore. I mean, nothing is too big for me now. I'm still recovering. And everything is fine.

In 2010, my burden is lighter because I have finished my master degree studies (although I'm now still busy doing my last paper). I can focus back on my career and life again.

This Christmas is a great one, although it's just a common one.

信望愛金句